August 29, 2006 is a date I'll never forget. That Monday morning my husband and I were sitting in my doctor's office, waiting anxiously for the activation of the cochlear implant I'd had the week before. I was anxious and a bit worried, wondering what hearing for the first time in my life would sound like. Would it change me somehow?
I was born deaf, 42 years ago, in Illinois. My mother had German measles while she was pregnant and that caused my hearing impairment. I had some residual hearing, but very slight. Actually, not even with hearing aids I was able to understand more than 20% of what people said. However, I was mainstreamed into regular public schools most of my life and I was raised with sign language. Being deaf was just another part of who I was. Some kids had freckles, some had big teeth. I was deaf. Not a big deal in the overall course of my childhood. I was a happy, normal kid.
But now my life was about to change. I was "chatting" with my husband in the way we had always done it-through sign language, but something was different when, all of the sudden, I had to pause. We were "talking!" For a second or two I was not sure what was going on. It seemed I didn't need to follow his hand gestures any more. I realized that I was hearing. Perceiving the sound of my nails tapping together as I signed and hearing my husband's hands as he signed, was an experience out of this world. Then I heard his voice and my doctor's voice too. I was amazed.




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If only the cost of the
By Heather Wallace, November 1, 2006 at 09:31If only the cost of the implant was covered by the government or at least more accessible to the millions of people who need it.
Thank you for raising awareness,
Heather